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Pain
I find myself having to be VERY careful these days, to pay attention to my pain. Case in point are my foot issues. I was so absorbed in...
Feb 12, 2021
First world problems, amiright?!
Current dosing regimen: Nearly every night, only drank twice out of the last 10 days. w00t. Sitting up in bed Slumped forward Face...
Feb 10, 2021
Body temp reset!
Dammit. Keep forgetting to write about this! So I've always been on the warm side. A furnace when camping, feet out of covers in bed,...
Jan 4, 2021
Getting an IV infusion now
It costs $500 plus lyftx2 to ride this ride. In the waiting room at Ketamine Wellness Centers again. The setting, equipment and people...
Dec 30, 2020
PTO in living room
On PTO again, not doing anything, even less than before. There's a more transmissible version of Covid19 in the UK, which means it's...
Dec 23, 2020
Better every day
I seriously feel like I'm jacking into The Matrix at night, after dosing: Already can't think or move very well, and you have to situate...
Dec 4, 2020
Covid19 sucks
The fear is great, but I'm managing. 10k cases today in AZ, holy shitsnacks!! I feel validated in my fear. I spent 95% of my week and a...
Dec 1, 2020
Better
Doing better. Back on Zoloft. Thankfully it's still paid for by my insurance. It's expensive shit. Texted with my ex, who's been on her...
Nov 3, 2020
Cardinal sin
I've slowly tapered off my zoloft, thinking the ketamine would take care of it. Nope, it slowly crept up on me, and Surprise! Shit. Yep....
Oct 28, 2020
Morning dosing?
So I've tried dosing in the morning, since I can rarely sleep past 3am. This morning was wide awake at 2:05am, wtf! It's not pleasant...
Oct 14, 2020
New IV treatment place
Found AKTARI. Arizona Ketamine Treatment and Research Institute. They reduced their prices to 375 for the Covid19 pandemic, got some of...
Oct 6, 2020
Time for an IV refresher?
Yeah, I think I need to go back for an IV infusion. The nose spray barely does it, although, it's been 184 days since my last infusion,...
Sep 20, 2020
Setup for the trip
Wooo doggies... So my last session had a lot of setup, and damn. Irrigated with my new Sinupulse nasal irrigation system Took a shower...
Sep 18, 2020
Antidepressant Fear
I'm reminded of my number one fear when starting antidepressants: will it change who I am? Yeah, still present tense. All the SSRI's...
Sep 5, 2020
When it rains, it floods
Yeah, so the fun don't stop! Many more system problems, and now I got handed a 💩 🥪, in the form of non technical people making huge...
Sep 4, 2020
Daylio: 3 Rad days in a row!
Today has been a very stressful, but ultimately good day. My Daylio app said I've had 3 Rad days in a row! That's a very awesome diary...
Aug 28, 2020
Fun? Not really, but necessary for me.
I'm laying on the couch downstairs, after dosing, it's after 11pm, and Michael Sealey joined me in my ears. The ketamine shuffle is real....
Aug 26, 2020
Scientific articles:
I'm a nerd, so I actually enjoy doing research to become more knowledgeable, and these are my favorite articles: (All links open in a new...
Aug 15, 2020
Personal dosing tidbits
Every session is different, be patient with yourself, and your body. I plug my nose after each squirt, for a minute or two, keeps it up...
Aug 15, 2020
Overly sciencey article about Ketamine for Chronic Pain.
Safety and efficacy of intranasal ketamine for the treatment of breakthrough pain in patients with chronic pain: a randomized,...
Aug 15, 2020
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