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Slight holding pattern

  • Writer: JustAGuy
    JustAGuy
  • Jul 25, 2022
  • 1 min read

I sent off a text to an old work buddy of mine, to get next steps advice for my system.


So now, I'm in a slight holding pattern, and I don't know what to do with myself. I know intentional periods of rest are important, so that's what I'm doing.


I kinda want to just get bought out, and have someone else call the shots, but I'm keeping my internal decisions/desires light, to see how things play out.

The text was me setting my project free into the universe. The universe loves action, the hard part, writing the code, is done.

I'm still working on odds and ends on it, but it's basically ready to meet the onslaught of a customer.

My anxiety has been a constant companion during my rest period. I've learned how to use it for fuel to get work done, now I need to figure out how to get it to be quiet when needed.


The new show on Netflix: "How to change your mind" is quite good, although I'm bummed they missed Ketamine as a psychedelic.



 
 
 

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