Kickin ass yet reflecting on names

Read me? Hit the heart icon. Still doubtful any real humans read me.

It dawned on me the other day, out of the blue, that maybe my feet sweating issue is due to circulation issues. That's what an MD would say. So I got to thinking about my posture while dosing. I have noticed, when I remember, twice where my legs and feet got pins and needles.

I spent two weeks being super careful with alcohol (once), with no appreciable difference. Last two nights dosing have seemed to improve it a little. Quite likely placebo, but hey, I'm Just A Guy, and I'm trying. I've resorted to just laying down, with the massage table face cradle.

I really got used to the other position, the new one sucks, oh well, onward and upward!

Been working crazy hours, 12 to 16 hour days, which is not the norm. I'm stressed, but confident in myself that I can get My data warehouse to solidify. Today, I tackled gift cards, membership dues, and rewrote clients again, for the 5th time.

I can feel the benefits of the last IV treatment waning, it's been 12 days. It's *only* $450. I can afford it, for now. Aetna has completely rejected all but $23 of my superbills for my Ketamine mental health treatments. I have significant doubts I'd be ok/alive through Covid19, were it not for Ketamine. My white privilege is strong, and I feel a tidge guilty about it.