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Repatterning

  • Writer: JustAGuy
    JustAGuy
  • Sep 8, 2021
  • 2 min read

Well, that was an unpleasant few weeks recovering from that spinout. I must remember that this is just a job, and I am more than my job. I am more than the next thought that comes careening into my consciousness.


Spent a bunch of money, because why not. I bought the new Galaxy Z Fold 3, Galaxy Watch 4, and the new buds. Also did a kickstarter for the Ecoflow delta pro. It's a self contained battery backup, with solar, and a 220v outlet that can drive a welder. I could rebuild society with that.


My Tech is still working well. I have moments of awesomeness that tell me I could start my own consulting firm taking it to the masses, and make millions.


But that's a lot of work, and I feel like another foot is about to drop on the planet.


Turns out, lotsa damage to Juliet. Needs a new axle, with is like $6k, thanks State Farm!


My 04 Tacoma is running well, because I relate my vehicles to freedom. Having issues getting her emissioned. The performance is coming back as the seals and everything get soaked, and the Taco's CPU has re-learned everything from being starved for power for so long. Fun driving her around, but I miss Juliet.


I don't talk about my K visuals a lot, because they are nearly impossible to explain without sounding all woo-woo new-agey.

The last few sessions, I've really gotten the sense of cubist reorganization. Liquid cubes and rectangles always moving slightly, silently, but with new reorganization.

Other times, it's straight out of Valerian, Foundation, Ringworld, etc.


I'm seeing Quantum Healing Hypnosis Treatments, QHHT, pop up all over the internet. Eugene my Mindbloom guy, Aziz from Farsight


 
 
 

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